Oof, I'm trying, but the boys here are AWFUL! They keep telling me they're 'only interested in women' or that I'm 'not cute'! Horrible!
[POUT.]
I'm way cuter than any of the girls here.
But no, really. If no one cares about me that's for the best! Sure, I'm lonely and everything, but it'd just be annoying if someone were to be looking out for me or bothering me when I want to do things like this.
Well, I think you're plenty cute. And do you think caring about you and doing something like this for you is mutually exclusive? If you cared about someone you would want to do what would make them happy, no?
[FINALLY, SOMEONE WITH TASTE!!!! He's adorable, thank you!!!]
And I mean I guess. It's possible, but you know how people usually are. Very against the 'dying' thing. It just occurs to me that most people who care about people don't want them to suffer. Or they don't want to be the ones inflicting it, at the least.
Well, that makes sense - - most people are put off by the thought of those they care about dying, especially by their own hand. They can't really be logical about such things.
It's not like I'll stay dead. And even if I'm hurt, I can just heal it. Anything that happens to me, I can just put back together, as long as I'm still alive... If I want to.
[You know what? Fuck it. Nya is going to just lean against Moreau on the ride to the hospital. It is kinda nice when someone tells you they care about you, even if Nya doesn't know if he actually believes it.]
It feels like a big ask, but I think it really is... a good idea. It might not feel like it just after the fact, though.
...Is there anything in particular you're curious about?
Of course. I'd rather you be aware of what was going on, with such a large part in it.
I guess we'll just have to see what happens.
[He'll settle in then for the rest of the trip, just kinda... lost in thought. He'll just get up once they make it to the hospital, leading the way as he takes Moreau's hand.]
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Date: 2018-12-09 06:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-12-09 06:56 am (UTC)[That's why he brought someone, after all!
Nya will hug him anyway because he's playing a part here. It's a cute part.]
Anyway. It's actually pretty good for me. I can come and go as necessary, without stirring too much.
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Date: 2018-12-09 07:02 am (UTC)That's still... Isn't it a bit sad to feel like you wouldn't be missed?
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Date: 2018-12-09 07:14 am (UTC)But that's my lot. I'm... [Shakes his head.]
It's better this way. Even my own mother couldn't love me.
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Date: 2018-12-09 07:17 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-12-09 07:22 am (UTC)It's fine. I'm the Joker. I get it.
I'm the final trump card drawn by those anguished over their dreams... Maybe I've always been that monster, and 'Jun' is just a face I wore, haha!
Anyway, don't worry about it. I'm fine just the way I am.
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Date: 2018-12-09 07:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-12-09 07:37 am (UTC)[POUT.]
I'm way cuter than any of the girls here.
But no, really. If no one cares about me that's for the best! Sure, I'm lonely and everything, but it'd just be annoying if someone were to be looking out for me or bothering me when I want to do things like this.
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Date: 2018-12-09 07:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-12-09 08:08 am (UTC)[FINALLY, SOMEONE WITH TASTE!!!! He's adorable, thank you!!!]
And I mean I guess. It's possible, but you know how people usually are. Very against the 'dying' thing. It just occurs to me that most people who care about people don't want them to suffer. Or they don't want to be the ones inflicting it, at the least.
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Date: 2018-12-09 08:13 am (UTC)Well, that makes sense - - most people are put off by the thought of those they care about dying, especially by their own hand. They can't really be logical about such things.
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Date: 2018-12-09 08:16 am (UTC)It's not like I'll stay dead. And even if I'm hurt, I can just heal it. Anything that happens to me, I can just put back together, as long as I'm still alive... If I want to.
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Date: 2018-12-09 08:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-12-09 08:33 am (UTC)I do appreciate it... Really...
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Date: 2018-12-09 08:55 am (UTC)It's really not too much to ask.
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Date: 2018-12-09 09:25 am (UTC)It feels like a big ask, but I think it really is... a good idea. It might not feel like it just after the fact, though.
...Is there anything in particular you're curious about?
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Date: 2018-12-09 06:23 pm (UTC)With regards to you, or what we're about to do specifically?
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Date: 2018-12-09 10:13 pm (UTC)Well, I was mostly referring to this, but whichever.
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Date: 2018-12-10 01:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-12-10 02:14 am (UTC)Of course. I'd rather you be aware of what was going on, with such a large part in it.
I guess we'll just have to see what happens.
[He'll settle in then for the rest of the trip, just kinda... lost in thought. He'll just get up once they make it to the hospital, leading the way as he takes Moreau's hand.]
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Date: 2018-12-10 02:34 am (UTC)Now, where to hide you ... Do you think the hospital would be hidden away enough I could simply leave you there?
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Date: 2018-12-10 03:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-12-10 03:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-12-10 04:05 am (UTC)[He turns around to grab both of Moreau's hands, like he were excitedly leading him into a theme park rather than a center for digestive health.]
I wonder if I'll come back here, or if I'll end up back home.
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Date: 2018-12-10 04:13 am (UTC)Well, wherever you do end up -- be sure to text, hmm?
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